me n my dad got inta a nasty fite this mornin n ima n the process of looxn for a fukn job....gah....im bout ta the point ima jes run away...i h8 how angry my dad gets n that he thinks im sumone he can jes yell at n bleh...doesnt help my self esteem ne...seems now that my moms not round nemore hes pickin up where she left off...n he never used ta b this way =`(....makin things worse i come online n chekcd my emails n not one from my baby *cries*...the time i coulda used a lil pick me up...jes ta kno sumone missd me n cares...pfft...which i guess ima have ta get used ta...becs is spendin the rest of the wknd wif her sis n c'n the baby again n she will lose her net on monday so she wont b round for quite a while now =`( ...alla this does not lead to a start of a good day...not at all...neways enuff of me cryin on n on...bleh...hope the rest of urs days r betta n mine has been...