its time ta come outta the closet so ta speak....NO im not a les r nuffin like that...jes time ta b honest...im not blond...nor am i thin....ima brunette....n atm i weigh 164lbs..yes...u heard me rite...thats after losin 11lbs....bleh....will i eva post a pic of myself on my blog...no i wont...this is the secret ive kept for bout a yr r so...n only a few ppls kno bout this...those who read my blog ona reg basis already kno this bout me...*sighs*.....so there it is....as ta my last post...the past is now ashes...n thats where i plan ta leave it...im done runnin...im done hidin...bretts stuck by me wif the hell ive put him through...its time ta stick round n work things out...cuz hes worth it...hes so worth it...n its time i gave him n r rela my all...its time i stoppd throwin the past/mistakes at him...n face wat im really scared of...wat the real probs r...its me...my fears...my insecurities...n as hard as they will b ta overcome...im goin ta do it...RAWR!!!